HELLO :D
i have been MIA for a many days luhs
i think i didnt update since shihui
dun tok to me luhs . that time is
totally no mood and sad luhs . dunno why
also . but now i still feel so weird weird
when i with her luhs . coz too many days
didnt tok to her . and suddenly tok to her
like so ... hais ... i wanna to take science
lehx . but i fail my science ! i swear i will
not take music luhs . still need to sing -.-"
if sing jiu out liao luhs .
i shall stop my craps :x
hmmmm... start from where ?
ytd ?
okay ytd wake up at 10am :D went to bath & ect
shihui suddenly call me and ans thhe phone
after that huhu my hair jiu when to hub while
i was meeting shihui . i bring my cj7 qo out .
dunno wan to bring which one . ask my godpa .
he say cj7 , so i brinq cj7 out . i name him
stupid :x coz i am stupid . take mrt to hub .
reach hub . and i didnt know shihui also bring
her soft toy out . so qiao rite ???? haha
after that , went to take mrt to somerset while
we was meeting luanchun & ect . after that qo Yhope
tqt :D svr was very funny luhs . and and jack took my
cj7 and dun qive me back ): aft svr all east people
went to eat tqt , and i also dunno wad to eat .
and the food was so EX can?! so eat not that much .
coz shihui didnt order , nope is she qot order but the
person dunno , so she dun wanna buy alr . hais... if eu
see ur frenz not eatin , eu still can eat ? cannot rite ?
i eat half and other half for her . i dun care that much luhs
only care she is full and not hungry anymore . i dun mind that
i didnt eat the whole day . i only care she will eat . aft that
went to mrt as i was qoinq to expo for svr , i tot we gonna late
but reach that 5.25??? i think so . hai wo so chong luhs .
svr also funny luhs . jus that suay luh sit beside flinton and
he keep beatin my cj7 . my poor cj7 ): and timothy turn my cj7 on
top it head that thing . ahhhhhh ... my heart pain lahx . and liling
ask me to bring cj7 next week . aft svr went to eat . i didnt eat
coz no money . and suddenly thinking of my mummy , and cry it out .
i wish nobody will saw it loh . and laopa (guanheng) snatch my photo
luhs . dunno why luhs . i think limei know i'm crying loh . hais..
suddenly kelvin sit beside me -.-" keep ask me dun see that pic alr .
hais ... i know eu people dun wanna me to sad luhs. but once i think
of her will cry . i also dunno why ! and i keep eat kelvin sweets .
aft that went home with timothy & shihui . at cab also thinking of her .
juz dun wanna they to know only . reach home , online and off to watch tv alr .

i will stop here .
byebye people .

i will use my smile to cover my sadness and wont let eu all see it aqn :)

god eu are the best daddy i ever had . i'm glad that i have knowin eu for
10mths 3days :D

To shihui
hui , i dunno eu qot come my blog anot , i jus wanna to tell eu that
i didnt blame eu . i just wanna eu to be happy , i not scare of die-ing
for eu . if i not at this world eu will be happy , i willing to do ,
make ur wish come true . i only have eu only sister . we use smile
to cover our sadness , and now i dun wanna eu to sad luhs . if eu wan
a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear , i will be there for eu anytime
just that eu wan or not . i dun wanna to wear a mask and hurting laopa anymore .
i cant take it anymore . see him like that " zhe mo" himself i see liao heart pain .
and i also dun wanna see eu sad , i will also heart pain . i hate to put a mask on my
face and leave eu and dad behind , i totally hate this feelings ... but this is the only way to let eu and him closer closer . i dun mind that eu put me aside .

byebye . always there for eu